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And Elena had gone to Cambridge, too, and taken classics for the love of studying. Margot could imagine her sister sitting elegantly in one of the flat-bottomed punts, with Ian standing in the back, a pole in his hand as they glided smoothly along the shining river. Maybe they knew each other, at least by sight? She must remember to ask Elena.

Margot had not gone to Cambridge, or anywhere else. She had been a bride at eighteen, and a widow a week later.

Walter Mann was watching her. Was that compassion in his eyes? Damn it, she had no need of his pity! She smiled as if she were happy, and she was good at that. She had had sufficient practice.

There was a band playing gently and the music was hypnotic, exquisitely rhythmic, American. On the small dance floor young people moved as if lost in its embrace. She could see their faces, so many of them beautiful in their own ways.

Why was she watching instead of joining in? Everyone had finished dining; it was time for her to enjoy herself.

As if reading her thoughts, Walter stood up. He smiled at her, meeting her eyes. "Will you dance with me? That gown is marvelous. It really needs grace, movement. And you are exactly what it requires to be perfect."

Her answering smile was sudden and quite genuine. He had not said what she had expected. "Thank you. It is a new and rather appealing thought: So little is perfect."

"I disagree," he said lightly. "Everything here is perfect: the light, the music, the faint air of desperation, as if it would all slip away the moment we stop enjoying it. It is like sunshine in an English April. It's so precious because we know that, in an hour or less, it will rain again. The light must go, and suddenly it will be even colder than before."

She looked at him with real interest now, searching his face.

He kept the same charming smile. "If it were here all the time, we would take it for granted and cease even to see it anymore."

The band was about to begin again, fingering their instruments. "I would love to dance," Margot accepted, taking a half step toward him.

He held her very lightly. The music began in earnest, almost as if it were a literal tide sweeping them into its current. He was an accomplished dancer and, thank heaven, he had the good taste not to talk. Margot simply let herself move with the beat, enjoying it, following him exactly.

The music changed, and the rhythm, but it did not matter. He moved as smoothly from one to the other as she did. That was part of the secret of success, not only in art, but in life—moving from one beat to the next without hesitation.

Margot gave a little laugh of pleasure at his skill. He held her closer, just an inch or two.

She leaned back and looked up at him. He had remarkable eyes. Did she see the pain of memory in them, or just imagine it mirroring her own? He held her closer again, more gently. Perhaps he had lost someone, too. Who hadn't? They should hold each other more tightly, and dance more perfectly, drowned in the music.

Elena was also dancing now, not even thinking about it, moving as easily with Ian as if she had always known him. Like Margot, she hated to talk while dancing. The conversation was in the movement, and the music was master of it all.

Elena looked around the room. Mostly men: civilized, intelligent, and as dry as dust. Some of them had drunk a little too much, but they only looked sleepy. Good heavens, had they bored themselves to death?

The music stopped and members of the band stood, signaling the end of their playing.

Margot, Elena, and the two men went back to their table, where Ian wished them all good night. "May I walk you to your room?" he asked, offering Elena his arm.

They passed through the large doors and climbed the stairs to the first landing. Elena turned and faced him. "Thank you for a lovely time," she said. It was no mere politeness. It was the happiest evening she could remember in years.

"It was fun," he said quite lightly, but his eyes were totally serious. "I think I shall become a photographer's assistant. It's infinitely more satisfying than writing about economics."

"It's very uncertain," she said, playing at being serious.

"Life is very uncertain," he replied. All humor vanished for a moment. "Cling to the good bits."

Whatever he had been going to say next was interrupted by a shriek from the landing above them, shrill and edged with horror. For a moment they froze, then Ian swung around and began to run toward the screams as they came again and again.

Elena followed, taking her camera out of its case. Someone was obviously in great trouble.

Ian stopped abruptly. A young woman in a black maid's dress and white apron was standing ashen-faced with one hand to her mouth. The linen cupboard was open and just outside was the crumpled body of a man. From the unnatural angle of his head and neck it was clear he could not be alive.

Ian's face had turned completely white. He gently put his arms around the sobbing maid, then held her tight, but when he spoke his voice was half-strangled in his throat. "Come away. You can't help him. Don't look..." Firmly he guided her around the corner from sight.


This excerpt ends on page 16 of the hardcover edition.
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